Dark clouds ahead

I,for one had the intentions of seeking a change of scenery in 2009 but looks like the market is plagued with dark clouds now and it just don't look very promising.

The way my diet is is not very in line with the way I want my waist and face to look too. When I read and see how Von's breakfast looks like, I just guiltily chucked my peanut butter spread bread at the back of my mind. (unfortunately I think it had reached my waist or face.)

Ok, it's time to buck up really.

I am sick of playing nice words seemly there and not games.
When I realised at the end of the day it is still gonna be the same,why am I still waiting? The bad thing is I just have a soft spot and I forget (surprisingly) any anger that easily!
Scalawag Ling!

And then on the other hand, there seems to be some lil' efforts invested but seriously I just don't feel convinced. I mean, it's not that it never happened before and how long can it be maintained this round. While the question is too that I am not ploughing the field too but I just feel selfish and wanna be so again.

I want this point of my life to be just nicely focused on myself, my galfriends and my parents.

If I can reverse time, I sure would have chosen another route that today I would be doing the way I want my life to be now.

There's nothing hard about being single.Really. At least now I think so. Maybe.

I read about some saying whereby people get married to abandon the singlehood status and then divorcing cos' they want to be single again.

Humans...Always confliciting one with another.

What are we looking for in the end?